My Life as Mommy And Wife: My first daughter

I know that they always say that the bond between a father and daughter is one of the most amazing bonds you can have. That may be true but I have always been super close to my mother. I tell her my secrets and I trust her SOO much. I'm so happy to know that me and Ava are on the road to having a great relationship just like that. She's protective of me, always asking if I'm ok and is always trying to take care of me. My little girl loves me just as much as I love her and I feel truly blessed. These last few months, I have been making tiny little changes so that Ava won't feel pushed aside when Gabriella comes. We moved her carseat to right behind the driver side so we could look back at Gabby when she comes. I also stopped picking her up as much. Don't get me wrong, whenever she gets hurt or is sad about something, I'll scoop her up in a minute. But I don't carry her anymore when she's being lazy or being tired. I'm nervous how I will feel after the c-section and I want myself to heal, then I'm sure I'll be picking her up again. I'm sure with being a momma of 2 little girls, I will probably have some mommy guilt, trying to balance myself between the two but I'm sure everything will work out great!